"Your Narcotic! Sold your soul, now they want more..."

The dance was pretty awesome. Lauren, you so should have come!!
Eli kept calling me pitch. And I kept kicking myself when we did that jump thing. Emily and I danced together a lot. There weren't enough guys.
The Virginia reel is fun. I finally got the hang of it.
Alexa: "This is a token of my feelings for you." *hands Eli a pointy, burnt, wooden stick*
I have to dye my hair today. I'm being Locke again. It's so fun to be goth.
I have been doing a lot of thinking lately...... Mostly because of Pastor Matt's sermons.
BIG SPLASH! My mom just bought tickets! I want to see Dead Poetic in concert. I saw their video for Narcotic. It was just the band playing, but it was good.
I saw the video for Looking For Angels!!!! It premiered at ATF, but it was also on ATFtv. I'm going to try to burn it so I can bring it to youth group or something.
Asia's going to dye her hair pink for Creation fest. She won't be easy to miss.
Haste the Day is pretty good. I saw the video for When Everything Falls and Stitches, and they're pretty cool. I want to get a new CD. But I'm trying to save my money for Creation fest.

"Why do I feel like I'm slipping away...."

I must be bipolar.......
This morning was nice... I really liked the message. But I've been looking forward to youth group, and it is not happening today....
I'm tired from staying up late yesterday, and we had to clean for hours, no joke. Today I'm just........
Yeah. Then I got in the car and turned up the music,(I wasn't actually going anywhere...) and then I was hyper. I wanted to have a dance party. But my dad is using the Xbox, and that's the only room I can use. So now I'm sad again.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I actually did say that a few times today, along with "my life has no meaning," and "Hey Emily! Wanna dance? Please! Please! Come on, let's dance! Let's dance!!!!"

You give love a bad name.

Dream big? I can dream big. I'm a dreamer. It's what I do. I just never think anything like that will happen. Because I thought that if I dream too big, I'll be disappointed. I don't want to end up as some random person who never did anything meaningful.
BIG SPLASH! I need to go to a concert. I haven't gone in so long.
BLAKE WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING! And, on top of that, his hair.....
I mean, that performance wasn't even American Idol anymore. He's there.
"No one can save me, the damage is done. Shot through the heart!"
I want to cut my hair.....but I can't. Not until the movie's done. And I want british hair color. It's a red that doesn't fade to pink. Which is pretty cool.
I have to go to work now.

JERRY WALLLACE

The shooting went really well (the movie, no one was shot). And we have an extensive blooper reel. Don't look at me, it's not my fault I didn't know the mics still worked outside the building. Sarah didn't know either. But she wasn't the one singing about snow....
I really like the gothpants. But I was talking about wearing them and Camerin said not to be like that. I'm not going goth, just because I want to wear black pants doesn't mean I'm going to slit my wrists. I'm not depressed. People base too much on appearances.
JERRY WALLLACE! "You fell from the sky, and landed in our hearts. Keep on fighting!" He's so brave.
I don't know what song to learn on guitar....I was thinking maybe Breathe Into Me by Red, or Fiction by Kids In The Way, or Falling Inside the Black by Skillet.
I actually like scales. They're fun.
When we were shooting, Rachel got so mad at me. Apparently she felt really awkward. I would too, but that's why I was the goth. "I don't need sleep. Dark thoughts fuel me." It was a joke, but I had to explain why Locke was sitting while everyone else was sleeping.
Four AM is not a good time to wake up. Emily and Alexa were getting into costume or something, and I was just sitting there, hitting imaginary things with my pillow....
We're going to Oregon. And I'm bringing my guitar. When we left the house friday, I suddenly really missed my guitar. And we weren't even out of the driveway. It was weird.
I really want to do Charlie goes to Candy Mountain for the talent show. Lol, I love body mics. No one could hear except for Sarah. "If you say Charlie one more time..." "It's a leoplurodon."